‘Wake up, O sleeper, rise from the
dead, and Christ will shine on you.’”
Ephesians
5:13-14The other day when I picked up my nephew from school, I asked him how his day was. He replied, “It was okay, until recess.”
“What happened at recess,” I asked.
“Well, I just wanted to be in the
shade. But when I was in the shade, the sun kept trying to get in!”
I laughed at his response, and we
quickly transitioned to another subject about cobra snakes. But as the days have passed, I’ve been
reflecting a lot on what he said. Out of
the mouths of babes, for sure. When we want
to stay in the shade, the Son keeps
trying to get in.
I often isolate myself when I’m
going through something difficult. I
want to hide in the shade and keep my thoughts and feelings to myself. I don’t want to be around anyone else, I just
want to be alone…in the dark. Held
captive there, by the prince of darkness, I allow the enemy’s lies to penetrate
my heart and steal my hope. I wallow in
the shadows, not wanting to hear the truth or see the light and it’s a very
lonely place. Slowly, it begins to steal and destroy my being, and I feel as
though I’m dying.
Isolation is a choice – even if done
subconsciously. When we isolate
ourselves, we make a point to separate or distance ourselves from others. This kind of isolation is very different from the desolation Jesus
often sought to pray. Jesus distanced
himself to hear the Father, to meditate on His will, to seek guidance and
reassurance. His desolation was an act
of dependence – dependence on the only One who knew his heart and his purpose -
his sanctuary. The isolation I’m
referring to is not dependent, but independent. It forces us to exist alone. This act of isolation is more like a prison
than a refuge.
When we remain there, we become more
self-focused. We let our thoughts run
rampant and negative ideas and words spew forth. Most times, when I’m in this place, I try to
avoid the light. The sickness inside of me convinces me to stay in the dark, and
avoid the light.
But there is hope, even here. You see, when we find that kind of false
security in our sickness – Jesus is the only one not afraid to reach into the shadows
to reach us. He moves into our darkness,
and exposes our ailments – not to embarrass or shame us, but to heal us. Sometimes, His light shines from others who
are praying and reaching out to us. And
sometimes, His light penetrates our souls, so that the only way out is to accept
and trust Him. Because even though we
try to “hide” in the shade, the Son is always
trying to get in.
I don’t know where this message
finds you today. I don’t know if you are
the one hurting in isolation, or if you are the one Christ is calling to reach
out for others. But I know our God is
greater and bigger than any fear we face.
I know that while our circumstances and situations seem grim, it never
changes who God is, or who we are in Him.
I am so grateful for the Light and truth He brings.
Dear
Heavenly Father,
Thank
you for reaching out to us. Even when we are lost and broken, you never give up
on us. Please Lord, don’t ever stop
exposing truth in our lives. Help our ears and eyes to be open to those broken
around us, and grant us the courage to step out in faith when you call us to do
so. Be with those who feel alone, Jesus. Please continue to express your love
for them in ways that reveal to them it could only come from You. I ask all of this in Your Holy and Precious Name,
Amen